"My realize, My love for you"
I miss you, I miss you.
I once closed the door just for you.
As many time, so many times before.
I don't wanna be like this, i just wanna let you know.
Everything i want to hold it, everything just can't let go.
I wish i could find the right word to say.
MY CODE
Kermise Toh
14 october 1990
New Creation Church
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Yeepees! I finally changed my phone&number. The best of all is Zhanyi,Jerimie,Jonathon,Asmine,Tilia&me will be going to sentosa this Thursday. Ohgosh, we have a conference together lastnight.&we will be meeting 1045am at Harbourfront. After all the chatting&discussing, I was too excited till I can't get to sleep. Weehoo. I bet that it gonna be fun with them all. Hope it will not rain that day. *PraiseGod* |
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| with love ♥ 9:43 PM |
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AHHHH. My mummy stop me from using lappy for the next one week. Ogosh, how am i going to survive without lappy? That's Dot to do such a thing. Can't blame me for doing that as I'm too bored at home. *MuscleCramp* The photos we took at PlanetShaker. |
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| with love ♥ 8:50 PM |
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Just came back from PlanetShaker! It's so FUN lah. Jumping,Shouting&Singing. I'm having a serious leg cramp now as we jumped too much! We took photos onces again. Guess what? I don't really get to see Mr Perfect until the last part of concert where we Jump&Sing alot! He was with Jonathan(Hide). His dressing today was nice. Kindof alike to his brother. Mingmin commented him saying he is tall! &I was saying he looks like a girl while singing all the songs. I definetely enjoy PlanetShaker. The music was so loud till my heart bounds so hard&was about to vomit! Thats so horrible. After the concert has end, We complain that we are veryveryvery hungry as we just ate a bowl of noodles for the whole day. I did not upload much. Thats all i upload.
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| with love ♥ 1:03 AM |
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WOOOO! PlanetShaker tomorrow! *Excited* Because of a call from Mingmin, I woke up at 11 plus. Sososo tired! I have been doing housework for the whole day! Sweaty&Smelly. Gonna ask my parents permission for going for PlanetShaker later on. ( Wish me good luck ) The best of all, EVERYONE, I LOST TWO KG! Ahhhhh. Yeepee.
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| with love ♥ 8:21 PM |
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Applause for me.*clapppps* I finally finish my job. End of it. I will be staying at home to rest. Tired! Standing for 4 hours today to serve the customer. Well, i heard a very good news today. Shhhh. ( It's a secret ) I so happy today. I saw a handsome guy. He's soooooo damn it cute. I saw him smiling to me! AHHHHH. FAINT! When He give His life for me, He Suffer and Die. He shows me the reason to live. isn't he cute?
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| with love ♥ 9:11 PM |
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Went to bugis for Charity. Paid 25 per day. Tiring. Smiling for the 5 hours. *MouthCramp* Danica&Xingyue went ther to pay us a visit before they go for clubbing. They brought us Chocolatecake. It's so nice of them but we dont really have the chance to eat as there's alot of people. Well, we work until 10pm. Saw 2 hunks but they are not really my type.Hahaha. Okey, I shall end here. Im deadbeat! There's is more tomorrow. It starts at 1-5pm. Gonna stand for the whole day again. Because of Love, I smiled ! |
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| with love ♥ 11:59 PM |
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Went for EXTRA lesson today. PLANETSHAKER COMING SOON! *4 days more* Best of all, He's going! O'GOSH. Gonna chat with him now. Byesssss Another Good news. My eyecandy going too! &thats HIDE. I BET THAT IT GONNA BE DAMN IT FUN! |
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| with love ♥ 11:14 PM |
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We celebrated Father's Day today. Well, you must be wondering why today? It's simple! We just bring it forward to this week. Ausual, singing Father Day song, cutting cake&giving a kiss to my daddy. Talking to DicksonLek, sending a stupid picture to him&make him burst out laughing. He's indeed a nice guy.*Funny Guy* Making me laugh when i'm DOWN. |
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| with love ♥ 9:52 PM |
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I must say that i'm so Fortunate! ArrowMinistry was indeed fun. I'm so happy. No Worries but all Fun! Although I don't get to see him but his brother "Hanyuen" suddenly talked to me! I was so Shocked when he asked me what's my name&why din I go for the BBQ with his brother secondary school mates. And the respond i given him was "huhh?, I'm not in his class". From that on, i was carrying a smile all the way till i went home. Part of it was, HANYUEN talked to me! He had never talked to me once before sinces I stepped into New Creation Church. Hanyuen was indeed Handsome! *much much more handsome than sunny.* Tilia&my eyes was always with Hanyuen as he is so......
Hooray. Geraline wanted to have sunny as his model! She promise to take some of his photos&send it to me! She asked me a question, " Which part of him make me fall for him?" I thought for a second, &my answer was "his smile"! I don't know why, He really enlighten me when I see him smiling to me!
I'm finally done with my posting. |
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| with love ♥ 1:18 PM |
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STUCK at home for the whole day. NO SCHOOL,NO OUTING! Oyesh. i finally get to go for *ArrowMinistry* tomorrow. Bring my brother along too as my parents will be going for a wedding dinner. I bet that he will enjoy it tomorrow. All the singing,jumping&shouting! HOORAY. The best of all is, I will get to see him! Freakly, i know that we dont know each other that well. but the most impression you given me is your smile. i love the way you smile&talk to me. I'm so GLAD that you put me in your featured friend. NEW CREATION CHURCH ROCKS! |
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| with love ♥ 10:04 PM |
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WOO. I guess that i have not been blogging for so damn it long. & my friends says that my blog is dead! expecially *Xingyue* She keeps on asking me to update update&update! HMM, i guess, there's alot of thing happen in this past few moths. my ex!. He made me cry for him onces again! why do you need to make me so upset when im making so much effort to forget you. i know what i did the best part was to say " i don't love you anymore"! He's going NS in no time! WOORAY. How i hope that he can *row* inside NS now! *IDIOT* So Asmine,Tilia&me went to *Far Coast* to have a cup of chocolate shake and a chocolate cake. I'm still wondering whether i should take this as a job? It sounds fun! Kinda happy that im having my school hoilday now&i will be going to bugis parco to do some manicure for charity. *NERVIOUS* I will be paid $50 dollar for 2 days. ( it's kinda little )
WOOHOOO! i will be going for NEW CREATION ARROW this saturday. AHHHHH, im so excited as i didnt go church for quite a long time as my parent dont allow. 15 JUNE 2007 PLANETSHAKER! It gonna be fun&sing our lungs out. |
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| with love ♥ 11:00 PM |
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