DaddyGod I must say that i really cant take it anymore . The feeling for Zhanyi is more than what i think ! Viewing his friendster profile , looking at his blog and it seems like he got a person in mind le ! I FELT TERRIBLE ! Sometimes , i really wish that i would tell him that i like him but, i cant ! He is in the same church as me and what if he happen to avoid or even ignore me , whats more can i do ?! How i wish that he knows my blog and he is able to know it ! friends asked me to talk to him as a friend and not tell him so early as he might get shock out of his life ! Daddy God , can you please help me to give him some hint that i actually like him . Pray God that He is good . He onces took me that tell god what i want and He shall grant me with it ! but , i dont think so . if i want you , Lord , will you give it to me ? DADDYGOD , BLESS ME ! HELP ME |