"My realize, My love for you"
I miss you, I miss you.
I once closed the door just for you.
As many time, so many times before.
I don't wanna be like this, i just wanna let you know.
Everything i want to hold it, everything just can't let go.
I wish i could find the right word to say.
MY CODE
Kermise Toh
14 october 1990
New Creation Church
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I really need someone beside me listening to me& talk to me!
I can no longer control my emotions this feel days! Staying at home, thinking of what I should do next and it turns out to be nothing! Sadness is what I could describle now. She's no longer by my side listening to me of what I want to say and know what I really need! I cried cried&cried. DicksonLek, where are you? I really need you here to tell me more of your jokes to make me feel better! Lord, where are you? Healed me, will you? |
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| with love ♥ 9:43 PM |
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There's alot for me to blog but sometimes the feeling that I want to jot it down, it just can't be written out! Alright, talking to him for an hour plus as I was crying badly last night&needed someone to talk to. Was indeed a meaningful talk as I get to know more things&knowledges about Christ, under Your Grace Lord! I hope that You will allow me to go for the chalet&camp that New Creation Church organised. Lord, I know You will do the best for me as you don't wish to see your Beloved daughter cry and get disappointed if she can't attend any of it. PraiseLord.
As for today, told my mummy that im going to take up private 'O' next year after I finish my course in Beauty Therapy. & suddenly, she popped put a question!
Mummy: Is he clever? Me: YES! Mummy: Ask him if he is willing to be your tutor? Me: ( Jaw dropped) are you out of your mind? Do you think I will be able to concentrate if he's my tutor? Mummy: Who knows? I think he can do it. |
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| with love ♥ 12:14 AM |
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| Saturday, October 6, 2007 |
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A day at Ikea&Arrow Service at Convention Hall. Today preaching was remarkable! I just love how Pastor Chin preached! He's my love! The sentences he preached: ''If a girl wants to know whether the guy has a good personality, see the way how he treats his mum!, not your mum as he will defintely treat your mum like a queen in order to have you as a girlfriend!''*clapps*.
After Arrow, CGs went packing dinner at Burger-king and have a seat at Marina Square to celebrate *SOMEONE'S* birthday! Tilia&me was asking whose birthday was it as we are rushing home and everybody ignored us! After settling down, Geraline, shouted loudly: ''We are going to celebrate Kermise birthday today as she can't join us for caregroup next week!'' I was so shocked­ as the whole poly cluster were there! They sang birthday song, brought birthday cakes for me& lastly, they worship me! I didn't wept though I was really touch! Cutting cake, making wishes&shooting of photos with Geraline&Xiaohui. I love you people! Thankyou for all the effort you all put in! Sorry that i didn't stay long as we are rushing back home! But the Love&Warmness you all given me was so much for me to describle. Lastly, a sense of vibration in my bag and I took out my phone feeling irritated as I thought it was my brother message. But I was wrong! The christian guy messaged me! I was smiling all the way home althought something make me real pissed off in the bus. Alright, get to bed now. Lord, Thankyou for the day you made for me! It was a great day indeed!
May God pour your blessing to Zhanyi the Child of God! |
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| with love ♥ 11:48 PM |
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Yesterday was Jonathan's birthday, work was kinda fun&they just can't stop disturbing me and bullying me. But, I don't mind because they make me can't stop laughing :D Went home feeling tired&some shocking news came into my ears! Rumours&many more... But, I would rather believe my love than you. I can't afford to lose my love with all this thingy you said to me. Sorry to say this but you just pick the wrong timing and season to say this to me. I don't really care what you say to me are true as my heart still stays with another guy. Well, shall stop this topic. Ex.classmate: Yuzheng, Kevinong, Davidphua, Thomas&Weilun might be going for the interview at my work place this afternoon! All the best to all of you yea(: |
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| with love ♥ 1:14 PM |
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| Wednesday, October 3, 2007 |
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Well, the day at chalet was indeed FUN. Not as bad as I think. Screaming, shouting, shooting&jumping are part of the thing we did! In fact, I didnt help out. DON'T BLAME ME!, the barbeque heat was too strong and I just can't take it. Alright, let see the photos we took. Some of the crazy photos we took is still with the teachers. WATCH THIS! THE FUNNIEST VIDEO I TOOK! listen carefully(: They are so use to point middle finger yea!XD And finally, I finish uploading these photos. It takes me 5 hours. |
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| with love ♥ 10:15 AM |
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Good morning everyone. Well, Im setting off at 4:30pm to chalet with all the beauty girls& a overnight stay if possible(: A song reminds me of you teaching me what is the differences between a sentence and a phrase. You are so cute to teach me in such a way and made me smile for a moment. You start off by: ''Simin is a pretty girl and she loves to eat kimchi.'' Phrase: Simin is a pretty girl./Simin loves to eat kimchi. Well, actually you are the one who loves to eat kimchi. Takecare Dudes(: |
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| with love ♥ 9:04 AM |
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