"My realize, My love for you"
I miss you, I miss you.
I once closed the door just for you.
As many time, so many times before.
I don't wanna be like this, i just wanna let you know.
Everything i want to hold it, everything just can't let go.
I wish i could find the right word to say.
MY CODE
Kermise Toh
14 october 1990
New Creation Church
→ March 2007
→ April 2007
→ May 2007
→ June 2007
→ August 2007
→ September 2007
→ October 2007
→ November 2007
→ December 2007
→ January 2008
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Fruitful day with my boyfriend. Sorry for being late my dear. I know you are angry about this as you waited for 4o mintues alone. But, I know you will not hold it against me right? We proceed to E!hub to have our lunch at 'BBQ Chicken' as we got a voucher of 50% off. Althought I didn't really enjoy the movie (Red Cliff) but at least you did. I had spent the most memorable time with you today as I went totally crazy with you when I thought of the moment when you are waiting for my arrival next to the escalator and I was right behind you watching you looking out for me. At that point of time, I know you care and love me.
Last but not least Don't think that you are losing anything. Remember you still have me, Kermise Toh. I will give you my everything. I will fill you with my presences and love! |
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| with love ♥ 11:19 PM |
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MEMORIES TO CATCH UPPPPP!
THE TCKSMJ Asmine, Jia Hao, David, Kermise & Tilia Our FUN time in Xinmin Secondary Our own Belongings We are lovely! Yea, Beauty Therapy Life had ended. Yunnan Trip with Chinese Dances mates. ENJOYMENT! Secondary 4 camping. * super duper fun! |
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| with love ♥ 8:38 PM |
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Photo's grabbing time. 
& yes, I did enjoy Gary's concert yesterday. Or maybe I should say, I enjoy going home with Mr. D yesterday night. |
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| with love ♥ 8:24 PM |
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Badminton makes me muscle cramp! It really hurts! All thanks to Mr. D who didn't help me out. LAZY MR. PIG! |
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| with love ♥ 5:15 PM |
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I just love being embrace into your arms. A tingling of hapiness and bliss came into me.
I love baby when he wears my specs Last photo: He was being force to take this. But, he seems to love it as he shown a thumbs up sign. Saw that? |
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| with love ♥ 4:31 PM |
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Other than liking of this song on my blog, sang by Celine Dion, I love to watch Titanic too! I never get bored watching it although I had watched it numerous of time.
Good news My aunt told me that there's Gary's concert tickets. I think Xinyue must be overjoyed. Same as my Dearest Dickson Boy. Tho she said that the seats will not be in the first row and she doesn't know how many tickets she could get, but still, I gonna thanks her for all the ticket she got from her brother.
Thankyou Angela Kin Kin :) |
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| with love ♥ 8:55 PM |
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Our TOP/ VIP seats for Angela Zhang. Will we get Gary's concert tickets? F.I.R too? |
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| with love ♥ 5:04 PM |
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Went for Arrow service with D and my dearest yesterday.Tho he doesn't wish to attend it at all, but still he went with a black face of his. I want him to know more of God's love and blah blah blah. We got some quarreling going on, but now, we don't. It takes time Joseph said. &my tears rolled down my cheek.
We went off early as we proceed to NP for some small dance concert of Tilia's friend, Isaac. The school is big, old, and I think it's a good place to film scary/ ghost movie. It ended at 1100. It was creepy down the road with the cold wind blowing.
Yes Yes, I booked a chalet at Costa Sand. 3 Day 2 night stay. Shall update more when the month is coming(: |
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| with love ♥ 10:58 PM |
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Please stop saying that you failed as a Boyfriend. Can you please stop? Can you show me more of your love? It's torturing!
If you really wish/ want me to get another boyfriend, FINE! I shall get another then. What can I do to make our relationship better? Stop pushing me to my limits!
Do you really love me? |
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| with love ♥ 12:11 AM |
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Tilia just step out from my room, from my house. & I'm here blogging. Done some self-studies, enjoyment of English and Chinese songs, laughter with D. Boyfriend on the phone & I done some great stuffs! I LOVE YOU DICKSON LEK JIAHAO |
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| with love ♥ 11:28 PM |
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| & finally, I'm done with my blog template. This really took me a lot of effort and it's time consuming. Well, I can write what I want now, without worrying who will criticise my entries. Which I feel that my multiply account couldn't satisfied me. This blog really holds a lot of my past and my sorrow with someone who I loved most. While running through my *past tense* entries, some of the old presence dash into my mind. But lastly, I got a D. Boyfriend with me now. I shall treasure for what I have now than re-caping of those stuffs that are not meant to be mine. |
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| with love ♥ 10:39 PM |
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